IDEAS IN THE CLOUDS

Laying down the other day scanning through my mind for subjects to write about I came up blank. Ever happened to you? You know what I mean. You really want to dig into yourself and come up with a brilliant idea and WHAM… Brain closes down. All signals go flat. Light goes off. N0 0ne home!

I did, however, remember to breath, which prevented total frustration and aggravation from ripping me away from my comfortable spot and giving up defeated completely. Practicing years of self trained breathing techniques paid off this time. As I cheered myself on for one small victory I remembered I was headed for a subject to write about.

Out of nowhere came this, “Well how many different Me’s are there?”

WHO’S ME?

It took me a moment to catch up with the idea of having heard any question inside me at all before wondering what it meant. I knew by my own observations and from the writings of experts in the field that yes, we do have different pieces to us that we call ourselves. So I took up the challenge. Getting up,I found paper and pen only to find myself stuck again.

I wrote this ambitious statement. How many different Me’s are there?

Quickly I came up with Earth me, Teacher me, Healer me, Counselor me, Friend me, Spiritual me, and then blank. No more ideas came. After rereading all of my ideas of Me my next discovery shocked me. Every single one of them was outside of Me. The Me I was searching for wasn’t even on the list. These were all the view points of the world around me of what I’m called in others lives.

“What ‘s the me for Me?, was my immediate reaction. “Who or what is Me?”

All I came up with was, “I”. “I what?”

I can’t answer that yet.

WHERE’S THIS GOING?

Next I found myself heading into the emotion and feeling words. I’m kind. I’m loving. I’m grateful.

Descriptions. Not the Me inside of me. The intangible Me that hides at the core of my being and makes up all the parts of just Me. I’m not looking for the things I am to others or can express that people see.

I intrigued that I’m discovering for myself that there is no way to describe the Me I’m searching for. It just is. It’s a knowing, an experience and that is what I want to find. That center of self so Me that only I can hold it sacred my way. What is it? Where is it? Where is it leading me to and why must I find it?

Is this the journey the ancients speak of in their Odysseys? The Eternal Quest of man or woman.

That’s my Quest I guess. My Quest for my unknown ME. Now where? We shall see…….

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