Who What Why

Who What Why create Cre8self.com?

I was tired of not being truly me. I want a place to put all the pieces of me just as I am; the good, the bad, the silly, the eclectic, really all of me. Life is transforming me and I’ve got those age old questions going, “Who am I and what is my purpose?”

The me I call Self I also refer to as The Box. There are no actual road maps to help us understand how to step out of our Box called Self. We’re put in our Box from childhood by parents, family and society. It grows and changes from there with everyone we meet and every experience we have. In particular, the Box consists of all the shoulds, coulds, maybes, and, in particular, the shouldn’ts, can’ts and have to’s in our life.

These are the parts of our Self that we examine in order to see what is truly ours and what is someone else’s. This is part of what we call healing ourselves of our wounds. Eliminating what is not truly us allows us to change to who we truly are.

A Shutdown Wake Up Call

We’re in 2021 now and have been in Covid 19 Pandemic worldwide shutdown for a year. Our lives have been torn apart in every way they possibly can be from political to racial, economic to judicial, and socially to family. Each one of us has changed in some part of our inner fabric of being.

I’m 72 years old. The stillness and silence imposed on us all has brought me face to face with what I already knew, but would not stop and heal. I don’t know who I am anymore.

Now from my shamanic perspective my community should be celebrating my having reached this point in my journey. In that world, I have transcended a point of my ego. But this is the Western world and they would think I’m looney. So the road is traveled alone with little to no support or understanding.

I did acknowledge to myself that I haven’t known who I was for two years. A very scary reality when I woke up to feeling in my heart and soul that I know absolutely nothing and asking myself if I’m a fake.

Of course I know what I’ve done in my life and career that I’ve called Me all these years. I’ve worked in the traditional business world for over 30 years, was married for 29 years, divorced now for 22 years, had a business as an Energetic healer, life coach, teacher, & psychic for 24 years & moved a zillion times.

Who am I really? What pieces are missing? Now what?

About a year ago I began to glimpse that it wasn’t knowledge & skills I was missing. It’s the truth inside me and my real connections to who I am at a soul level. That anchor inside of me that I am real and more than I think I am at levels I can’t even imagine yet. That’s the missing link. That’s the Who What Why.

Inside me feels like stories and real life, teachings and unstable moments all coming out on paper at the same time. I will create words and art and it will come out of me. Perhaps wrapped in the inner lining of my truth there will be answers for me to gather strength to keep going on this Self exploration. It’s an invention of a path of real life hunting for SELF. You’re welcome to join. Perhaps there are pieces you recognize here and there along the way.

How far will I get on this blog journey? Wherever I get to. Can I help others with my words as I climb through this unknown? Only the future knows.

May the truth inside you find peace and love to guide you on your journey, where ever it may take you.

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