I made the jump this week and started taking inner child time. For those of you who are not familiar with your inner child I encourage you to read my previous blog post here on cre8self.com called ASK YOUR INNER CHILD.
I have randomly talked to my inner child over the last 5 or 6 years when I thought answers may lie there, apologized many times for ignoring her, but basically been negligently absent on that scene. It’s my own fault, of course, but that’s not a good excuse.
Surprise Start
To my surprise she showed up right away and had no resentment towards my absence. I thought, “Pretty forgiving. Maybe I can learn a lesson from her.” She wasn’t interested in talking about anything though. Maybe not quite so forgiving, but that’s OK. I did notice that she had grown up a little, even though she appeared to me as my 5 to 7 year old self.
Nothing went as I expected. She did not react anything like she had in our past interactions. She literally would not talk about any subject I brought up. Nor would she bring up a subject of her own. This is so not like her! Totally lost on what to do next I recommended a walk. That she agreed to and we set off through a foggy white environment which ended at a beautiful ocean beach.
New Messages
It was a sunny day, calm water and a light wind. As we sat on the sand she began to talk about sand and how it’s crystal form will change in the coming years as the earth changes frequency and climate change engulfs the earth. Those changes will impact all of the magnetics of the entire universe. The rise in frequency in the sand magnetics will also cause the intensity to be too high for mankind to survive. Mankind must raise his vibration by healing himself and the earth, thereby causing less damage to all things.
Stunned as I listened, I totally understood every concept she was talking about, only at a deeper more complex level. Of course it made sense. Everything in the universe has an electromagnetic field, whether man or scientists can see it or not. So what ever effects the crystals of the sand will also effect it’s frequency, which in turn will impact everything else. In an instant I saw that it will be the same for everywhere in the universe, which, of course, includes earth with everything and everyone on it. It was amazing.
In Sync
In that moment she and I were in sync and the same. No age difference, no wounds in our way. Just Soul. The light around us was bright white with a tint of light blue adding to a feeling of Mother Mary standing there with us. It glowed.
Then it passed and we were sitting on the sand again in silence. She began to play with the colors of the rainbow as if they were a box of crayons. A sweep of her hand over one section of the sand and then another would paint random colors as if throwing them out to sea. The results were subtle and soft. My words came out automatically, “Lets paint the ocean too.”
A New Way
We painted it in splashes and rainbow stripes all the way up to the sky. It felt magnificently magical to be with my inner child not worried about wounds and trauma or terrible things. Just being and having fun. It was a new experience for me. She taught me to also walk it in peace.
Yes, my inner child did teach me about forgiveness, plus so much more. It just looked different from what I expected it to. I am so glad I’m getting to know her again and it’s always a new kind of adventure. Right now we’re pretending to be part of a video game and we are being chased by certain pieces and people of our past. After much running, hiding and, I must say, brilliant moves we have just come to the conclusion that we have to turn and face it all. We’re in the process of assessing our defenses and strengths and it feels absolutely wonderful to be standing together to heal.
The Whole You
The lesson I can offer you from my experience is to let go of the outcome in working with your inner child. It’s not all about the hard, hurting stuff. It’s also about the fun and magic for being a child. Remembering all of you; the good, the bad and the in between. You want to heal the whole you and those injured parts are just one part of that history. Let all of you come through!
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